How could you? How could you choose Kikyo over me? How could you take my heart and break it? After all Ive done for you, given up for you, all that I have sacrificed. How could you break me like this Inuyasha? When I was the one that loved you so?

I remember when we finally found you and what did I see? I saw you the love of my life embracing Kikyo and kissing her passionatly like you would normally kiss me, and telling her you loved her and thanking her for saving you from the darkness that was going to engulf and break your soul. I was going to save you from that darkness an nearly each time close to getting killed for trying! Apparently though she had already done that and taken you from me in the process. You turned around and saw me shocked.

My eyes were already beginning to turn blood red. You were confused. You knew I was neither demon nor half demon but just a human with special powers. Well along with giving me your love you gave me demonic power. I fell to my knees as you, Kikyo, Kagome, Kouga, Sesshomaru, Myoga, Rin, Sango, Miroku, and your other self watched me be engulfed into the dark mist surrounding me, changing me.

When It was over I was different,angry. I was wearing a black dress, black high heel shoes, a black tiara with one black jewel, and two black bracelets. My long brown hair was now curly and there was one purple stipe on each side of my face. I lunged at Kikyo. I wanted her dead. But you were faster. You grabbed my wrists and shoved me into the ground yelling at me to leave Kikyo alone that I was a filthy beast. I then knew you were lost to me so I ran, sobbing.

Each mile I ran my heart delved deeper into the darkness turning my love into hatred. I now lie in wait in a cave somewhere far away waiting for that little reminder that you left me to be born. That is the only part of you I shall keep for I can not give up this pup not matter how stronger my hatred for you grows. One thing is for sure I now realize you were nothing but a temptation, a fling. So good bye to you forever my beautiful disaster.
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As Inuyasha read the note from his now lost love he whispered to himself,"Oh kami Lorisa what have I done to you?"

Five Years Later

"Hell when she said faraway she sure wasn't kidding!" yelled Inuyasha.  It had been 5 years since he had found the letter Lorisa had left for him.  During these five years Inuyasha broke up with Kikyo to go searching for Lorisa. That didn't settle so well with Kikyo. Um....let's just say that fight ended with Kikyo shooting arrows at Inuyasha.  There were 2 things Inuyasha learned from that. 1. He had made a bad choice and 2. Kikyo was a crazy wench. 

"Uh how far was she talking about anyway dammit?!" Inuyasha then heard a distance sound.  "What the?  That sounded like giggling?"  Inuyasha than ran up ahead when he spotted a little girl chasing some butterflies.  "Wait a minute little butterflies wait little Sayuri wants to play." said the little girl.  Did she just say her name was Sayuri?  "Oh Shit."

Inuyasha then remembered what part of Lorisa's note said.  I lie in wait in a cave for the little reminder you left me to be born.  "Shit!"  That was his daughter alright.  Before everything went to heck Lorisa told him if she gave birth to a daughter she wanted her name to be Sayuri.  Plus the girl's features gave her away.  She had silver-white hair and gold eyes like his. Her ears looked like Sesshomaru's though. She acts like Lorisa when she was still happy.  Inuyasha thought to himself as he watched Sayuri chase the butterflies.  Inuyasha continued to listen to her talk to them.  "Oh beautiful butterflies and the kami if would please hear my plea.  Please make my momma happy again.  She looks so sad all the time.  She even cries in her sleep at night.  Please find a way to make her happy again."  She cries in her sleep?  Oh Kami what have I done?  "Just great she's miserable and it's all my fault!!!  Shit, dammit what have I done?!" 

Sayuri's ears twitched then she turned towads Inuyasha. Dammit.  "Who are you?  Why were you watching me?" Sayuri asked.  "Uh...."  "Hey wait a minute."  She sniffed Inuyasha.  "Your a hanyou like me cool." "Uh yeah." he said.  What am I going to tell her?  Hey I'm your father and the one who mad your momma sad? She'd try to kill me!   "Well I guess if you heard me you know I'm worried about my momma." she said.  "Yeah. Hey wait minute what is your momma name?"  Maybe Sayuri could take me to her.  "Oh, momma's name is Lorisa." Sayuri said.  "Could you take me to her?!"Inuyasha asked.  Sayuri then stared into Inuyasha's eyes looking like she was trying to look inside his soul.  "You're good person at heart.  You try to act tough all the time.  You want to make up with my momma about something because you regret for the thing that you did.  Okay I'll take you to her."  "Can you trust me?"asked Inuyasha.  "Yes."  "How do you know?"  "I just can tell things about people. Follow me." Sayuri began to run in the direction toward the North.  I'm going to make it up to you Lorisa. Inuyasha thought this to himself then followed Sayuri.